Im so tired with my life right now. Sometimes I think of ending it all but I can't do that to my family. I know it would devastate them. On the inside, its a diffrent story. I feel so sad inside but I never show it. I never tell anyone how I feel because I am able to hide my feelings so well. No ones knows how lonely I feel. Im so alone and I dont know what to do but I do realize that I have to work on myself first.

Why is life so unfair? Hm but what can I do? I try to accept all my fate. Everyday, I facing with my friends and my worst enemy forever but I try to act as usual because I dont want had fight with them. God please help me.